To do or not to do.

  The question is... I don't know what about you, but I am in a crisis a little bit. I don't know if it is the spring's fault, or the upcoming birthday's. It seems like everything is going to change. A lot. But still everything is so the same. Every day I face this damn question "To do or not to do?", and usualy I choose not to, because I am under exams pressure and I want to do REALLY good, and this is a problem I think. More I do more I get done. It always was like this, and now, when I have a lot of time, it seems I spend all of my most beautiful days in front of the books, trying to remember all the axess of DSM, or PDM and then repeat repeat repeat... I try to convince myself that I don't care about the mark, but I do. A little bit. The problem is, that I really wish I could not study and receive good marks. Haha. Not gonna happen any time soon. So right now I live a boring life under pressure between four walls. But my life isn't as bad as G's. Like he is completely lost. 3 hours a day in a bus, and eat your dinner at 21. I would be so fat if I would do that. So I can't say I live bad. I am really good actually. Like in two months I am going to my dream holiday. I CAN'T WAIT! Maybe it is better that I have loads of studying to do, time passes faster like that and I am motivated to get my s**t done. 

Even if all I want to do is go shopping and lay in the sun.

Soon.