Monday blues.

  There were a couple of hard days for me. Let's call it detox days. But in general, that made me think that I am not the person I used to be. Made me think of how much I did change, of how everything around me make influence for every choice I make. And that make me think of where do I want to grow up. Who I want to be. And at this point I feel that I have some kind of bipolar disturb... There are two things in life I love the most. Well more. but I am talking about work spaces. And these two things are so different that I just have no idea how to combine them. And then there are other problems which I MUST solve in the next year. And that makes me cray cray. But as Nike says - Nothing is impossible. So I will try to figure it out. 

And today I am wearing my sport suit, because a little bit later I am going to a Gym! (You have no idea how proud I am that finaly I started it again. Yay me!).

Days like this.

   Lately I've been loving to wake up early, go to the gym, have breakfast, drink coffee and start my day like this. This week was with much less stress, confusion and negative thoughts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SWJSL8uhr8

  In days like this I fall in love with the city again... But in this light all the corners look so magical. And if you ask me what is my favourite season is, I just couldn't tell. I think my favourite thing about the weather IS seasons. I just love how you can follow the change of the nature. How the leafes turn brown, when the first snow falls and makes Christmas magical, when all the flowers start their lifes from the beggining and how summer makes your face prettier, hair lighter... For this reason I think I live in the perfect place. Not too cold, not too hot. But I think I am coming to a conclusion. Or better - my past is telling me something about my future.

                                                 

The most important thing is to have a plan.

And people who love you.

And food.